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My name is Dani *R*, i'm a deeply disturbed person and the thought of death gives me a massive adrenline rush :o)

I love : *music, *kisses, *cuddles, *wakin up in the mornin to a text on my fone, *walkin into a room and havin ppl smile at u and say hi, *wakin up in the mornin and feeling my boyfriend/girlfriends arms round me, *Hot showers after being out in the cold, *the rain when it drops down on me and i can swirl round in it, *my bed when i've been to work all day and i'm exhausted and *when the person i love takes me in their arms and kisses me then whispers to me how much they love me

I hate : *being alive, *living without you, *knowin i'm forgotten to you, *knowin YOU no longer care or love me, *when people judge me, *when people assume the worst in me and my friends, *not bein able to escape from the pain YOU made me feel, *therapists talkin bullshit to me, *liars, *people who inflict pain and *the memory of you walkin away from me.

I cry : *when noone can here me, *in the shower, when i cant take anymore, *when my heart gets crushed again by YOU, *when the fone goes dead without YOU sayin "i love you" back to me, *when i realise that your happier than me, *when i wake up in the mornin and realise you really arent here with me anymore and never will be again.

I cut : *to release the pain i feel. *To escape the world i am trapped in. *To dissolve my feelings into another object, and theres nothing that i can do to stop it.

Dani

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